8 months we've been through....

yeelllloooowww...ktemu lg dehh ...Hihihi this is my uncountable blog...Hahaha

we've been together for 8 months...gilaa..ga trasa yaaah..bykk bgt bgt bgt yg uda kita lewatinn..dr susah ampe seneng..byk bgt godaan dan cobaann....Hmm, yg pastii dia tetep setia kok sm aku so far...i hope he`s the right guy for me...coz aku udah ngerasa comfortable bgt sm diaa....ktawa brg diaaa...it seems something were lost kalo dia ga ada....aduh, but so many girls chase after him...n they jzt can't get their eyes off him....Shit! i've tried to control myself.. for being too emotional....tp susah jg yaa...secara pacar gue jg begitu....Ada cowo dikit ngeliat gw, aahahahha langsyunggg esmosii diaa....tp gpp...mgkn itu salah satu cara dia nunjukkin kekhawatiran atau kejealousan diaa...tp gue senengg... lebih aneh lg if he doesn`t care at all? Hahaha....lucuu yahh pacaran ituu....kt nya pacaran is one of the step before we're getting married...tapii kok blm married aja udah banyak complicated nyaa? yahh...maybe it's one of the process..hrs dijalanin...kalo ga dijalanin yaa kita ga bakal tau...am i right? hehehe...

pokoknyaaa....we're soo deeply in loveee...like dunia milik berdua deh...Hehehe ampunn..

hebohh bgtt ya gue....yaaa jalanin aja sihh...Sejauh ini gue bahagia..i'm happy with my choices..

dia nyenengin gw terus kokk...yaa adalah brntmnya..tapi we still could handle it..

the more the problems we face, the more we know our partner characteristic...ya kann? jadi kita bs lebih ngenal pasangan kita..sifat2 mreka...ada yg bs kita terima..ada yg gaa..tp kita jg hrs bisa nerima kekurangan dan klebihan mrekaa..coz nobody's perfect..including me! Hihi :p

we're jzt human being..sometimes...we made fault...tnp disadari....td sr kesalahan itulah kita bs tau kekurangan kita dan lbh bgs lg if we try to fix it...tp me n my boyfriend has a good thing..kita kadang2 sm2 suka ngalah...dan ga gengsi buat minta maaf...dari situ gw bs liat kedewasaan dan how wise my boyfriend is...hihihi he's being grown up....nice! coz that`s what boys has to do... hrs lebih dewasa dr perempuan...hrs bisa ngajarin mana yg bener dan yg salah....aduhh kyanya gue in love bgt yaa sm pacar gue...Hehehe as i told u on my last blog....i love him! n there`s no way i'm goin to change the way i feel about him....uda ah..cape..uda malem..mau bobo...love u always yang! i'll never leave u for sure...muaccchhhh. nite2..

Lots of love,

Pauline

Unexpected!!!

Huaa, we meet again here at exactly 4.37 am..This is my 4th blogs..and i still writing about him..
Hmm..it's been a week dia bantuin aku n mama di kemang...kerja..Hahaha what a really sweet guy, isn't he? Dia mau ngeluangin waktunya buat gw..repot..dg tempat yg agak hangat..bukan agak hangat lg kl bisa dibilang..tp panas! Hahaha...hari ginii msh ada cowo yg mau ikut susah?
Kyanya jarang deh gw dgr..most of them only want to have some fun i guess! kalo seneng aja mreka mauu bangett nmenin...giliran cewenya susah..byk bgt alesann.. *ooPs..sorry yah bwt kaum cowo..But that is really the truth..ya kann? kenyataan..banyak faktanya...
yaahhh...makanyaa why do i adore my lovely boyfriend so much? coz his loyalty..Dan kesediaan dia bwt nglakuin apa ajaa bwt gw..dia rela bantuin gw..ga cm gw..He also helped my parents a lots..For example..when my mom was rushed in to a hospital...Dia nmenin mamaku..
When my dad got in to a hospital..Dia jg sering jenguk...nmenin, bantuin bahkan nginep di rmh sakit...demi nmenin gw juga...Oooh my God! where did he sent from? Hahaha..
Trus still much more things that he helped...Dia mau nmenin mamaku ke pasar! Hahaha..
paling unexpected...siang2..panas2.. Bahkan dia yg nawarin duluan utk ngjk my mom ke pasar buat blanja keperluan mamaku...Shit!! Bahkan setau gw..cewe aja msh ada yg MALES bwt ke pasar..contohnya gw! ga usah jauh2..Hahaha.. apalgi cowooo? wohooo..one from thousand guys who would do that...
yg paling bikin gw bahagia...dia bs menarik perhatian bkp gw...Hahaha dr bokap yg garang..menjadi ramah...Actually bkp emg ramah..mksd gw ramah dsini...they can get along together to each other...wahh!! The 2nd unexpected thing!! Hahaha...Gw pernah jalan bertiga sm pcr n my dad...Hahaha lucuu dehh kl dpikir2...coz i've never done that before with the other guy..
And it felt soo great!! Bisa ngbrl brg...even not too much...but gw bisa liat dr situu kl memang brarti dia bnr2 baik...n he's being soo polite to my parents...that'z why orgtuaku jg ngehargain dia..
How happy i am now...Having such a nice boyfriend n surrounded by my beloved friends..n my also my lovely parents as well...Diapun jg bs dkt sm tmn2 cwku...Sm lingkungan2 aku...Bahkan sm smua karyawan2 mama...Ahahaha dr hal kecil sampe besar bs dia hargainn...
Well, maybe gw keliatan seperti sangat membanggakan dia...But one thing for sure..U can see for urself alo dia emg bnr2 seperti yg gw ceritakan...How lucky i am to met him..and i could be his girlfriend! ihiyyy... :p
Doainn yaa biar aku awet sm diaaa...Biar jadi sm diaa...Smg dia jg bisa terus bs ngebahagian aku dan begitupun aku...U're trully my savior, mahendra! =)
I love you..Always will and always have..


Loves,
Happy girl

Gila yahh..2 blog dlm sehari...Hahaha kbykan curhat deh gue jd org..
Hmm, last nite i had fought with him..Actually we were fighting about something unimportant..yaa most of them about jealousy things!! yaa msh wajarlah..cuma apa ya? I feel he loves me more each day..the more i get to know him, the more i know what kind of person he is..he's a nice guy! he doesn't want something bad happens to me..Dia cm khawatir ternyata..cm cara dia aja yg kaya gitu...i get it now..To love someone doesn't have to be have a happy endings..
Sometimes we have to deal on something unexpected..something that happen in our routined but we don't know when is it goin to be happen?
Tp dg gue brntm..gue makin sayang dia..makin ga mau keilangan dia..
Dia itu sosok cowo yg bnr2 baik bwt gue..even we're on the same age..but he seems soo wise n seems like a grown up man..He can teaches me how to be nice..How to appreciate people..
Hmm, kita tuh bener2 jodoh kyanya..sama2 dkt sm nykp, ulgtaun kita cm beda sebulan, kita sm2 pny masalalu yg ga enak, sama2 pindah, we're driving the mini black car..Hahaha penting! :p aku anak tunggal, dia anak trakhir..nykp dia dan nykp guw ulgtaunnya jg beda sebulan..Hahaha rmh deket2an..
we have a lots of similiarities..that'z what makes me sooo fall in love with him!!
instead of his kindness..he's the one i look out for if i need someone to rely on to..semoga aja dia jodoh aku..n he's gonna be my future husband! Hahaha kejauhan ga sih gue ngmgnya? but it'z okay..who knows?
kita jalanin aja..yg penting kita sama2 bahagia..sm2 dbikin seneng..my life has turned upside down jzt bcoz of him..
Sayang...semoga kita awet2 yaa..aku uda nulis 3 blog..and it'z all about you, you an you...coz all i know..there's only you in my life now..
Sayang kamuuuuu....cupcupmuacchhh


Lots of loves.
Puupuunyabull

i love you for eternity..

This is about how i feel..

I love you enough to fight for you..compromise for you and sacrifice myself for you if need be..Enough to miss you incredibly when we're apart..no matter what length of time it's for you..and regardless of the distance.. Enough to believe in our relationship..to stand by it through the worst of times..to have faith in our strength as a couple and to never give up on us.. Enough to spend the rest of my life with you..be there for you when you need or want me..and never ever want to leave or live without you..

I LOVE YOU this much!

With love,

Puupuu

What an amazing hope!!

Desember 2007,

That was the first time we've got crushed on each other..That was the first time we fell in love..

And that time was really a wonderful moment for me..Being with someone i care about n comfortable with..Somehow he could make me happy.He could bring me joy and happiness..And he always made me laughing all the time....There's something different about him..

Something different from other guy i knew..

And it felt soo sweet when the first time i lean on his shoulder..And the first time he held me so tight.. I knew that he's the one...The one who can taking care of me..love me for who i am..

And finally i made a decission...I want to spend the rest of my days, my time juzt to be with him..I want to give my heart to him..And to have such an amazing moment, amazing hope, amazing times n amazing relationship..Months we've been through...And BAM!

On April 1st 2008,

we're officially in a relationship...he's officially became my boyfriend...Soo many beautiful moments we've been through that u can't even imagine...I get closed to his family...His mom, his brother and even his big family...This is what i've been waiting for..This is what i've never got it before..Having a true happiness..He really gave me something..Something i will never forget..something that i will remember for my whole life..

He really sweets!!! i juzt adore him...Hahaha am i too over reacting? no i guess i'm not..Coz this is the truth...He knows how to appreciate me..He knows how to give respect to the older..That'z amazed me..That's one of the reason why i sticked with him..Nobody has ever made me feel this way..He'd do anything to pleased me...And all i wanna do is make him happy and love him all my life..He's more than incredible...He's irreplaceable...

6 months has passed...n we're still in love...and i want to keep this love to last forever..

Hopefully we'll have a happy ending relationship..Hopefully..

i love him inside and out..i love him so much!! and no one could ever ruined this feeling..

-xoxo, Pauline refandino-